So, here I am, writing another blog entry… My last ‘meaningful’ post was on June 2, 2008. It was the day where I was accepted for my internship in the company that I’m still working with until today, 14 months later. I did promises to reactivate this blog on March 2009, which now is fulfilled 5 months later. :)
So, what is life so far?
Life at Office
I am no longer an intern. No, I am currently a full-time IT auditor/consultant in large professional service company. I even got promoted to a ‘Semi-Senior Staff’ level (internally it’s called Assistant 2). My firm, Deloitte, is a giant firm whose day-to-day task exposes myself to challenging tasks.
So, how was it? I got to say that it has been an exciting roller-coaster ride.
Why so? Well, to be honest, it was not always fun and games. There are times where I feel exhausted, confused, or even questioning whether all these effort that I am doing is doing any good to anyone. But, as with any other life phases, the more difficult it is, the better I grew.
My early blog posts seems like a light year back. That was the time where I was in my biggest cross-road of my life. I have finished the predictable episodes of my life (from childhood to college), and ready to sail the mysterious ocean of adult life.
I dream big. I have these goals set in life, being both very broad and specific. So, what were the effects of the last 14 months to my dreams? It is kind of hard to pinpoint a specific effect, but regret is definitely not one of them.
This may not be exactly my dream job. As of now, I could not see myself in my 30’s or 40’s, doing what the Partners in my firm is currently doing. But it has shaped my persona to be better prepared to the consequences of my dreams. If my present-self come back to my 14-months-ago-self and present my to-do list for the next month, I’d be shaking my feet off. But now, I know it would be my meal for tomorrow, so I just wake up and get ready for it.
So, how long would I stay here? I currently have no idea but at the same time I know I will know when the time comes. I have bought my ticket to continue the ride, and I cannot wait to see how the ride will be. :D
Life at Home
Now this aspect somehow is not as good as my work life. I would not go into specifics, but let’s just say that going home every day is not a pleasant thing to do. It is not about family-unity and all that. But sometimes other important aspects can play a major card in your family life.
I know that this is simply another catalyst for myself to be better. But when you are still in the moment, it is just so difficult to get yourself into the perspective. Nevertheless, this simple thought is what keeps me getting a hold of myself through the days.
Life Out There
Other than things above, nothing much has been going on. A major change perhaps my decision to go to gym. Currently, I am pretty much obsessed with it, and I am happy with it. To choose a healthier life is always a good thing, and I am glad that I am actually enjoying my choice.
My social life is not as exciting as it was before when I was still in (credit goes to my dear Firm). Though I could say that it is still in a good-enough shape to keep myself balanced. I would say that my friends (be it from high school, college, or fellow office-mates) are wonderful, and I’m thankful to have them in my life. :)
What’s Next?
As seen above, I wrote mostly about my work and career, as that is where my current focus lies. I knew I would continue my education some time in near future (MBA-dream is still there), but I cannot pinpoint a specific date, yet.
Let’s just hope things could play along well. It might not be pleasant, but I know it will turn out well in the end. Amen!
I cannot say for sure when will my next post will be. I do hope I could inscribe more things other than my life journey. :)
Until then, adios!
PS: I edited my URL and title. Just to keep make things in line and orderly. :)
